


What would you look at if you had
just three days of sight? Helen Keller, blind and deaf from
infancy, gives her answer in this remarkable essay, published in
Reader's Digest 70 years ago.



I have often thought it would be a
blessing if each human being were stricken blind and deaf for a
few days at some time during his early adult life. Darkness would
make him more appreciative of sight; silence would teach him the
joys of sound.



Now and then I have tested my seeing
friends to discover what they see. Recently I asked a friend, who
had just returned from a long walk in the woods, what she had
observed. "Nothing in particular," she replied.



How was it possible, I asked myself,
to walk for an hour through the woods and see nothing worthy of
note? I who cannot see find hundreds of things to interest me
through mere touch. I feel the delicate symmetry of a leaf. I
pass my hands lovingly about the smooth skin of a silver birch, or
the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. In spring I touch the branches
of trees hopefully in search of a bud, the first sign of awakening
Nature after her winter's sleep. Occasionally, if I am very
fortunate, I place my hand gently on a small tree and feel the
happy quiver of a bird in full song.



At times my heart cries out with
longing to see all these things. If I can get so much pleasure
from mere touch, how much more beauty must be revealed by sight.
And I have imagined what I should most like to see if I were given
the use of my eyes, say, for just three days.



I should divide the period into three
parts. On the first day, I should want to see the people whose
kindness and companionship have made my life worth living. I do
not know what it is to see into the heart of a friend through that
"window of the soul," the eye. I can only "see" through my finger
tips the outline of a face. I can detect laughter, sorrow, and
many other obvious emotions. I know my friends from the feel of
their faces.


How much easier, how much more
satisfying it is for you who can see to grasp quickly the
essential qualities of another person by watching the subtleties
of expression, the quiver of a muscle, the flutter of a hand. But
does it ever occur to you to use your sight to see into the inner
nature of a friend? Do not most of you seeing people grasp
casually the outward features of a face and let it go at that?


For instance, can you describe
accurately the faces of five good friends? As an experiment, I
have questioned husbands about the color of their wives' eyes, and
often they express embarrassed confusion and admit that they do
not know.



Oh, the things that I should see if I
had the power of sight for just three days!



The first day would be a busy one. I
should call to me all my dear friends and look long into their
faces, imprinting upon my mind the outward evidences of the beauty
that is within them. I should let my eyes rest, too, on the face
of a baby, so that I could catch a vision of the eager, innocent
beauty which precedes the individual's consciousness of the
conflicts which life develops. I should like to see the books
which have been read to me, and which have revealed to me the
deepest channels of human life. And I should like to look into
the loyal, trusting eyes of my dogs, the little Scottie and the
stalwart Great Dane.



In the afternoon I should take a long
walk in the woods and intoxicate my eyes on the beauties of the
world of Nature. And I should pray for the glory of a colorful
sunset. That night, I think, I should not be able to sleep.


The next day I should arise with the
dawn and see the thrilling miracle by which night is transformed
into day. I should behold with awe the magnificent panorama of
light with which the sun awakens the sleeping earth. This day I
should devote to a hasty glimpse of the world, past and present.
I should want to see the pageant of man's progress, and so I
should go to the museums. There my eyes would see the condensed
history of the earth - animals and the races of men pictured in
their native environment; gigantic carcasses of dinosaurs and
mastodons which roamed the earth before man appeared, with his
tiny stature and powerful brain, to conquer the animal kingdom.



My next stop would be the Museum of
Art. I know well through my hands the sculptured gods and
goddesses of the ancient Nile-Land. I have felt copies of
Parthenon friezes, and I have sensed the rhythmic beauty of
charging Athenian warriors. The gnarled, bearded features of
Homer are dear to me, for he, too, knew blindness.


So on this, my second day, I should
try to probe into the soul of man through his art. The things I
knew through touch I should now see. More splendid still, the
whole magnificent world of painting would be opened to me. I
should be able to get only a superficial impression. Artists tell
me that for a deep and true appreciation of art one must educate
the eye. One must learn through experience to weigh the merits of
line, of composition, of form and color. If I had eyes, how
happily would I embark on so fascinating a study!



The evening of my second day I should
spend at a theater or at the movies. How I should like to see the
fascinating figure of Hamlet, or the gusty Falstaff amid colorful
Elizabethan trappings! I cannot enjoy the beauty of rhythmic
movement except in a sphere restricted to the touch of my hands.
I can vision only dimly the grace of a Pavlova, although I know
something of the delight of rhythm, for often I can sense the beat
of music as it vibrates through the floor. I can well imagine
that cadenced motion must be one of the most pleasing sights in
the world. I have been able to gather something of this by
tracing with my fingers the lines in sculptured marble; if this
static grace can be so lovely, how much more acute must be the
thrill of seeing grace in motion.



The following morning, I should again
greet the dawn, anxious to discover new delights, new revelations
of beauty. Today, this third day, I shall spend in the workaday
world, amid the haunts of men going about the business of life.
The city becomes my destination.


First, I stand at a busy corner,
merely looking at people, trying by sight of them to understand
something of their daily lives. I see smiles, and I am happy. I
see serious determination, and I am proud. I see sufferings, and
I am compassionate. I stroll down Fifth Avenue. I throw my eyes
out of focus, so that I see no particular object but only a
seething kaleidoscope of color. I am certain that the colors of
women's dresses moving in a throng must be a gorgeous spectacle of
which I should never tire. But perhaps if I had sight I should be
like most other women - too interested in styles to give much
attention to the splendor of color in the mass.


From Fifth Avenue I make a tour of
the city - to the slums, to factories, to parks where children
play. I take a stay-at-home trip abroad by visiting the foreign
quarters. Always my eyes are open wide to all the sights of both
happiness and misery so that I may probe deep and add to my
understanding of how people work and live.


My third day of sight is drawing to
an end. Perhaps there are many serious pursuits to which I should
devote the few remaining hours, but I am afraid that on the
evening of that last day I should again run away to the theater,
to a hilariously funny play, so that I might appreciate the
overtones of comedy in the human spirit.


At midnight permanent night would
close in on me again. Naturally in those three short days I
should not have seen all I wanted to see. Only when darkness had
again descended upon me should I realize how much I had left
unseen. Perhaps this short outline does not agree with the
program you might set for yourself if you knew that you were about
to be stricken blind. I am, however, sure that if you faced that
fate you would use your eyes as never before. Everything you saw
would become dear to you. Your eyes would touch and embrace every
object that came within your range of vision. Then, at last, you
would really see, and a new world of beauty would open itself
before you.


I who am blind can give one hint to
those who see: Use your eyes as if tomorrow you would be stricken
blind. And the same method can be applied to the other senses.
Hear the music of voices, the song of a bird, the mighty strains
of an orchestra, as if you would be stricken deaf tomorrow. Touch
each object as if tomorrow your tactile sense would fail. Smell
the perfume of flowers, taste with relish each morsel, as if
tomorrow you could never smell and taste again. Make the most of
every sense; glory in all the facets of pleasure and beauty which
the world reveals to you through the several means of contact
which Nature provides. But of all the senses, I am sure that
sight must be the most delightful.
Helen Keller



IN GOD WE TRUST
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