Broken Heart

I Gave All
by Ella Kay

Looking back,
I should have seen
the end rushing forward.
Blinded by rosy hues
coming from a Childs heart,
I did not see,
You walking away.

I believed words
given to pacify,
as fact.
Excuses, accepted
with a smile.
Living in my dream
watching the nightmare
begin.

Hearing the door close
on my heart.
The sound crushing my spirit.
Slamming my soul to the floor,
soundlessly
ripping my love
from my arms.

Curled in pain,
tears raining from red-rimmed eyes
I question my part in this
separation.
Could I, should I, did I?
The answer comes slowly...

I gave all.
Nothing withheld.
And in return
Was shattered into pieces
by the hand
that held my heart.
I gave All.

 Soon... I will be over you...
 

Some people say you never really get over the loss of love ... or the tears that fall on your pillow at night and drench your soul ... but I will. Soon.

Some people say you never get over the pain that tears at your heart ... that causes you to mistrust because you never want to be that hurt again ... but I will...Soon.

I loved you with all of my being ... and I thought it would be forever ... but forever came too soon ... and you walked away ... and when you did... I felt like my soul walked with you ... but I will get it back... Soon.

For love is a precious gift ... one that I know now ... and a gift I shall reclaim ... for life is far too beautiful ... far too swift ... for me to dwell on what shall never be... I must dwell on what is... Soon.

And no matter how far I go ... or how fast I run ... some people say I shall never forget you ... but I promise you I will remember ... all of the beautiful times ... and then when the pain seems to encompass my heart... I will force myself to remember the day we said "Good-bye"... I will remember how much it hurt ... and that will give me the strength to face another day and to go on with my life ... and I will ... Soon.
 

For I have been given this moment in time ... my part on the stage of life ... and although you were a part of a scene in my life ... you will not become the total play... I won't let you ... for I will go on ... and Soon.

And the loss ... well, most of that loss now belongs to you. And that is sad. for you will never find someone who will love you like I did ... you will miss so many wondrous times ... so many memories we could have made ... but I will still make cherished memories ... and Soon.

For although you were an integral part of my life... I will go on ... and I will be happy once more ... and my soul will sing and my spirit will dance once more ... for love has not left my heart ... but you will...

Soon ... the mountains of pain in my life now will turn into rivers of blessings ... and the stars will shine once again and I will rejoice... I promise you that... Soon...

 

Dedicated To Those Who Have Loved And Lost Their Soul mate.

 

 

  Bruised But Not Beaten

 

 

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